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When I Go

by Riley Catherall

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1.
I don’t remember If I ever felt better When we weren’t sleeping alone I don’t remember this home I packed up our room In boxes of blues But I’ll never take All the love that we made And go searching for something to lose I don’t remember If you said forever But this seems too few to fare And I don’t remember you there I came undone And weathered too much But I never meant To be too much to bear I was just too tired to pick myself up I don’t remember If you ever felt better When I was the first one you called I don’t remember at all I tore down our house Got run out of town But I won’t forget All the love that I wrecked I was just too young to figure it out Oh but I hope you don’t remember me now
2.
Vacant Lot 04:03
I know when you’re holding back When the stars don’t align with your zodiac And I know good because the good’s gone bad Now I know when you’re holding back I know when you’re holding out Something’s wrong but you’ve buried it down And I know love because the love’s gone sour Now I know when you’re holding out When you’re holding out, love I knew nothing of a broken heart Something’s troubling the one I’ve got Might be a little too late I’m a vacant lot, love It ain’t nothing but it’s all I’ve got And I’ll that I’ll ever have I know when you’re holding on Known it well and I’ve known too long Now you’ve moved out and the love’s moved on And I miss the moments when you’re holding on When you’re holding on, love I knew nothing of a broken heart Something’s troubling the one I’ve got Might be a little too late I’m a vacant lot, love It ain’t nothing but it’s all I’ve got And I’ll that I’ll ever have Are the moments when you’re holding on. When you’re holding on, love I knew nothing of a broken man Something’s swallowing the one I am Might be a little too late I’m a vacant lot now, love It ain’t nothing but it’s all I’ve got And I’ll that I’ll ever have Are the moments when you’re holding on.
3.
Germany 03:47
I’m a different man in every city that I’ve been And you wouldn’t like me in the ones that I’ve been sleeping in you’re too far away to hate me anyway How’s that hell you used to keep me in Oh and loves a word I’ve heard said once or twice When lovers fall when lovers die and when lovers fight The air is vacant though I’m somewhat loosely waiting To fall asleep to an alibi But I woke up in a mess With December on my breath And melatonin pulled me from a high So I broke down in cologne To a girl I didn’t know And asked her if she’d have my love tonight There’s a place round here I’ve heard where lovers go She took my hand she took my soul and she stole my phone you’re too far away to care about me anyway Where’s the harm in what you’ll never know Please forgive me if I act a little insane When I jumped the fence the grass had sharper blades Tear my insides out and sign up for a liquor drought Or just one more to see the day away I’m sleepless in my chest And I’m penniless at best Becoming all the things you used to hate So I broke down in berlin Where the scars are coloured in But here’s my last two cents for saving face the company I keep is just a wine to get to sleep and drown out all the noises in my chest but this bed it isn’t mine and it’s someone else’s wine this hotel’s not a prison cell I guess so I tore my halo off in a bar in Düsseldorf its buried somewhere you will never find with a taste for things I’ve borrowed and a hint of fuck tomorrow I wonder who will have my love tonight
4.
Come of age and leave the cage I’m one of many And grace the solitary morning light Once the apple of my mother’s eye When I kick my spurs I’ll be gone I left confessions to my sins True and plenty And shamed the solitary morning light I’m the author of my own demise When I kick my spurs I’ll be gone Mother please, don’t wait Up for me I won’t be home tonight Draw the shades, I’m not on my way But don’t turn off your light. On a prayer I taste the air It’s thick and heavy It steers this temporary fading light I’m a stranger in this town tonight I’ll make my bed wherever evening dies Somewhere out there, a mother cries When I kick my spurs I’ll be gone Mother please, don’t wait Up for me I won’t be home tonight Draw the shades, I’m not on my way But don’t turn off your light. Don’t turn off your light Mother please, don’t wait Up for me I won’t be home tonight Mother dear, You knew one day I’d leave here But don’t turn off your light Mother please, don’t wait Up for me I won’t be home tonight You may be a million miles from me But don’t turn off your light But don’t turn off your light But don’t turn off your light
5.
Oh the street It bends and it folds It lies and it moulds and into the dawn it goes If you’re asleep Please excuse my faults And the petrichor of a sour night on Sydney road All that we confide in Is all that we can’t find On my way now Heading for a breakdown See me on the way down And leave me out to dry Out of my mind I’ve fallen by the wayside Kiss me on my good side and leave me out to dry If I meet My final defeat And I fall at your feet id only weigh you down my dear Just pass me by And maybe I Will see you in a little while But I doubt that I’ll see you clear, dear Cause all that we confide in Is all that we can’t find On my way now Searching for a shakedown See me on the way down And leave me out to dry Out of my mind I’ve fallen by the wayside Kiss me on my good side and leave me out to dry Kiss me on my good side and leave me out to dry Cause all that we confide in Is all that we can’t find Kiss me on my good side and leave me out to dry
6.
Her eyes scream as they open And her lungs breathe a war From high above a depthless ocean I wonder how we’re now here drowning on the floor Who you running from Who you running from in the night Who you running from Through her darkness I will hold her Make light of reverie But in the graininess of morning Only careful eyes are staring back at me Who you running from Who you running from in the night Who you running from Who you running from in the night Her royal road may still be broken When evening breaks, her eyes begin to fall All I know is that when they’re closing It aint me who lies beside her on the floor so, who you running from Who you running from in the night Who you running from Who you running from in the night Who you running from Who you running from in the night Who you running from Who you running from in the night
7.
Please don’t read me your stories at midnight Please don’t jump at a knock at the door Please don’t tell me I’m once in a lifetime I don’t belong in that book in your drawer Please don’t bring me to lunch with your mother Cause she won’t like the clothes that I wear Please don’t tell her that I am your lover If you don’t even love me yet You’re just something that I can’t hold onto You’re just something that floats on the breeze Give me something that I can hold on to Give me something I can keep up my sleeve Please don’t tell me you’re dreaming of children Please don’t ask for a house on the hill Please don’t tell me your father’s a Christian And don’t just make me a story you sell But if this all fell to pieces tomorrow If it all flew away on the breeze And if I wind up in pieces tomorrow Could I still keep you up my sleeve Up my sleeve Please don’t tell me you’re longing for quiet Please don’t say that it’s God in your ear Please don’t make me into some kind of liar When I tell you he aint really here He’s just something that I can’t hold on to Just a voice that you’ve heard on the breeze But if he’s something for you to hold on to Leave me something to keep up my sleeve
8.
The Ferryman 04:15
Something that still bothers me is the ferryman’s got mouths to feed and I’m all out of gold sorry you reminded me of plans I made at seventeen for the brazen and the bold Natalie, you should know me by now you should know me by now I met a man the other night Said he’d take me to another side Where people know your name He found someone better for The limousines I can’t afford But spot me for a cab ride home again Natalie, you should now me by now You should know me by now And I’m sorry that I lied about The life that I can’t live without Best laid plans go up in flames And on our way to a winding wheel I got lost just standing still Now I share a meal with myself three times a day Natalie, you should know me by now Up in the night Up in arms Could you haul away my heart This rivers on the rise I’m sorry that I called you now To watch my candle burning out And no doubt you’ve got better things to do but tell me are we old enough to forget the things I haven’t got I have nothing left but time to give to you Natalie, you should know me by now Natalie, you should know me by now Natalie, you should know me by now You should know me by now Natalie
9.
I hope I’m like my father And his father before When the devil comes and visits in the dark Mother by the phone Smith And Wesson in the drawer And a promise not to ever go too far Cause my daddy was a bushranger The beg and borrow kind Nail it down or lose it for good He’d say Take what makes you stronger And steal yourself a wife And the devil won’t come visit anymore So I asked a girl to love me To share my bed at night But Her daddy served a patient preaching law She said, I’ve shared a bed with god and he don’t keep me satisfied So we should lay the bedsheets on the floor I’ll take 25 to life For just a chance to shut my eyes We’ll get on the road to heaven in our own damn time dad the devil and I I hope I’m like my father And his father before When the hell hounds come and visit in the night Pack my things for dog trap road And look for shelter from the storm Somewhere cold and damp to do my time I’ll take 25 to life For just a chance to shut my eyes We’ll get on the road to heaven in our own damn time dad the devil and I Dad the devil and I Last night I heard that devil He was Scratching at my door And I fumbled for my pistol in the dark He told me you’re just like your father And his father before Silent til they fell on broken hearts
10.
I was born unholy love Never fell from grace I am only warm enough For a short embrace I am not your soldier And im no ones saint I am not worth asking for I have not been galvanised I have not been raised I was born on whiter lies Than this shade of grace I am not your savior And im no ones saint I am not worth dying for Darlin head my warning Please heed my dear And turn your collar To the western winds This is not my kingdom love This is not my claim And when I leave Bethlehem Just forget my name I am not your neighbour Go and lock your gate I am not worth lying for
11.
When I Go 05:39
When I go When I surrender And end the winter I began I won’t draw I’m not a killer Just here delivering a wanted man And mi sorry love I won’t be back this time Can’t be sure but I know that I wont you’re in my heart you’re in this letter But it’s for the better That I don’t When I go And leave the orchard With men on horses in the night They’ll hang me up ‘til I lose my colour Tell my father I didn’t cry And I’m sorry love Not waking up this time Can’t be sure but I know that I wont you’re in my heart you’re in this letter But it’s for the better That I don’t And when I reach the gates I’ll pay them well to keep you safe All that’s lost is not erased Don’t you cry for me Don’t you, don’t you.

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released July 23, 2021

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Riley Catherall Melbourne, Australia

Riley Catherall is a Singer-Songwriter based in Melbourne whose graceful trajectory into the Australian Alt-Country Music world has not gone unnoticed. Riley has built a credible status as a one of the country’s most promising songwriters through his poetic sincerity and alluring live shows. ... more

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